FINALLY…
Finally I did something that I’ve always wanted to do within the past several weeks. I should have done it earlier but I got too scared. I thought that I could make things better if I’d just be patient for awhile. I guess I was wrong.
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Tomorrow is Lemski’s wedding and I am half-scared and half-excited for her. The emotions we get from getting married varies on the situations we are in. When I got married, a part of me was scared. A part of me wanted to run away. However I consoled myself that I was going to be alright. I had a civil wedding and I didn’t utter a single word during the whole ceremony. I simply nodded to answer the judge’s questions. I felt the room spinning.
Finally, after several years, there’s one wedding that I am excited about. I’m excited to witness Lemski’s wedding. I think Bernard is sooo lucky to have Lemski in his life (funny that Lemski’s about to be married to a guy named Bernard). Well, anyway, what’s in a name?
Lemski, I wish you all the happiness and love in the world. You deserve it. 
And if you need someone to talk to, I’m always here to listen. Thanks for being a super nice friend. Thanks for always trying to go out of your way to help me.
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Finally, I want to say something to someone out there.
If you really want me, then you will find a way to be with me.
Come hell and high water.
You will try to find a way.
No excuses.
No ifs and buts.
But you’re just NOT THAT INTO ME and I understand.
